I'm back, Sarawak.

Assalamualaikum. 

Its 13rd of February. The day I will return to Bumi Kenyalang for my studies.
I can't wait.
Yes, You read it right. I am excited to be back to Sarawak. I am not embarrassed by it.
I love being at Sarawak but it is also sad. I don't want to leave my family.
I guess this is what students feel when they have to be away from their parents. 

No more "mommy can I have your special Laksa tomorrow?" 

No more "dad can you help me open this can?"

No more "Sis, can you tell me how to edit this picture?"

No more "sis, which part of that horror game are you at?"

No more teasing, no more all three of us sisters cooped up in that stuffy hot room screaming at TV screen while playing game. 

It is painful but I need to leave.
I leave home around 12pm in the noon and arrived there around one something. My flight it as 3.25pm and check in at 2.45pm.
Still plenty of time to go. So my family and I went to the Merrybrown to eat our last lunch together. /damn that sounds sad/

The meal costs us well 75MYR. well, damn son.
That was costly. 

I brought my sister ice creams as my last treat for them then I went to the boarding area.
Yes, yes, I look fine but it is sad. I didnt talk much when 2 days before I return to Sarawak.
Then my flight was delayed for well 10 minutes, you are forgiven, Air Asia. Hehe
But the ride is the most bumpy ride I ever been in a plane. I get sick in the first 5 minutes and force myself to sleep.

I arrived at Kuching Airport around 5pm something.
I did expecting Stanley and Shiro to be there but of course it is them and I ended up waiting until six.
We meet and truth to be told, I felt like I havent seen them in ages.
Shiro is with his new hairstyle. I like it but I love the old one better. /you will never be my Virus or Trap ==/
Stanley seems to have lose some weight and I heard he's going to the gym. /w0w/
but both of them still as goofy as crazy as I remember which makes me happy.
We went to McDonald and play a few rounds of Vanguard there. I got beaten badly by Shiro new Aqua Force that have 16 bloody stand trigger. /dafuq, bro?/
As if beating the old one is not hard enough.
He treat me to burger which I must stay, take 10 seconds for my brain to process. hahaha im so sorry but thats the truth.
We meet and talk for a few hours as I starting to get dizzy from the flight.
We then /of course, Stanley is driving/ went to Matang. We ended up losing ways here and there but I enjoyed myself. It might sounds silly but the time us three spend together in that car is one of the moments I enjoyed in my simple life.
We reach my roommate (Aina)'s friend house near 10pm and even then I am brimming with happiness.
Im truly glad I meet them :)
This is like my form three life but as adult teenager.
I sincerely wish the tragedy at that time won't repeat itself.
Please let me be happy this time.
With that in mind..
I am back. Sarawak.

p/s: i do feel happy but this feeling of impending doom never stop. 

Assalamualaikum
Yesterday is the first day of class. I woke up at 6am something with the burning passion to go to the class LOL
I arrived there around 7am something but class won’t start until 8am.
Slowly the class is filling up, not to mention the ones with the wrong room and everything.
We wait and wait and wait until it was well past 9 o’clock.
We started to get restless until some of the guys went out.
Turns out to be that THERE IS NO CLASS on that day but the one on 2 o’clock.
I was very irritated but then I also knows that the schedule is changed. Now it turns out to be that we got new schedule and that is how my frustrating and messy morning went. By the time 2 o’clock I already made my way back into the class. This time it’s History of Arts.
We didn’t do anything too hard yet, just mere introduction. Our lect would be Mr.Sylvester and he happens to be a very interesting guy. So far I enjoyed the class and glad to know that he is teaching several others. He is a student himself from UM and he isn’t that young. (in case you guys have the wrong imagination right now)
I went back home, Scott and Aina was there but they are leaving for their class. I ended up at the house alone which I use it to wash all of my remaining clothes and clean up everything.
By the night I’m watching running man and that’s about it for today I guess?
Some shitty things happened and I am now depressed so yes ladies and gentlemen. I am in very foul mood as I wrote this post. Forgive me for the lack of humor. I realize that too.
Kuro signing off.

P/s: I won’t feel any good for a few days. Yay.

NAGA MERAH /red dragon/

Assalamualaikum.
I realize that I haven’t been uploading anything on the blog for two days I think?
I have been thinking, for me to post everything is a bit impossible. So I’m gonna change it to irregular pattern. LOL
First of all, hey guys, Kolej Bunga Raya (Bunga Raya College) WIN for overall Majlis Peraluan Pelajar (MAP) (Student welcoming ceremony).
We also win for sculpture from recycled items and debate.
The only trophy we didn’t manage to win is the one for cheers.
I can tell you we already give 100% of everything. Proof? My currently sore throat. I think I can sing like a rock star now. *cue rock bgm*
The day after MAP is over, we literally got nothing to do.
But I wake up (a bit) early and wash some of the clothes that was piling up like a fugly mountain.
I manage to wash half of them since I ran out of hangers.
I then registered a few courses for this semester. In the end, I only got small credit for total so I need to step up the next sem and apply everything as soon as I can.
(I didn’t get to apply for Japanese too..its full QAQ) *insert ugly cry here*
Then we (my housemates and me) went to the pavilion (fuck yea we have a pavilion here XD)
We brought some stuffs and then proceeds to our faculty. We need to find our classes bro. Can’t be late for the first day now can we?
After looonggggg and haaardddd search, we didn’t found our class but when we are trying to get back to our college we stumbled on the class. Lol…that sounds soooo wrong. 
But yeah, LUCKY.
…..
my lucky didn’t last that long. Soon the day grew darker as an evil lord com-- *slapped*
I mean the dark could starts rolling in and I am 1000% at that time that it will rain.
The thing is ladies and gentlemen. I GOT MY LAPTOP IN MY BAG. Along with my charger, phone.
I don’t mind me being a little wet but these things will be RUINED if we gonna go through the rain.
We run and run and run and find a shelter at Cempaka’s college (ppsst..i feel like a spy. Teehee)
But I brought some stuffs at their mini shop. I thought we need to wait until the rain subside which by the way looks like it refuse to stop.
But our mate Scott, expertly takes us around the corners of the buildings and blocks and before I knew it, we are walking with only wet shoes and at the end of my pants.
Scott brought a garbage bag so I put my bag in there. Poor guy, you are not and never a trash to me, hun QAQ
We get really wet when we are crossing to our block tho. It was pouring and being me, I hold the lamp pole and start singing Hindustan while spinning around. It was carzy and I don’t regret it. LOL. Have some fun bro~
After we arrived home, wet, cold and a little high, we sit around as we start to plan to clean up our house. Surprisingly, we did clean everything and arrange everything. Now the place looks a little homely.. J
I miss home.

ANNNNYWAYS. *refuse to be an emotional mess ball* We spend the night together, laughing, getting to get each other better. It feels great and we laugh a lot that night.
Manda even cooked rice and we brought the dishes from a café.
After everything is done, I went into my room, iron my clothes and prepare everything I need for tomorrow.
University life is really starting right now.
Kuro signing off.

P/s: Siapa Kami?
Naga Merah, Naga Merah
Siapa Mereka?
Lawan Kita, Lawan Kita,
Nak Buat Apa?
Terkam Dia,
Siat Dia,
Makan Dia,
HAHAHA

Eng trans: Who are we?
Red Dragon, Red Dragon,
Who are they?
Our rival, Our rival,
What to do?
Jumps on them,
Shred them,
Eat them,
HAHAHA

((And that is our best cheers among the others for me <3 ))

Assalamualaikum~
Today is the day of debate rounds. Its being held at night so we practice for the whole morning. We have to perform once to the head principle of the college I am staying at and I shit you not, he is not scary but very intimidating. He want nothing but the best. 

By the noon we are going to the main hall again for some practice for a main event here at the University. "Majlis Ikrar Pelajar" which is a MUST.
or you can't graduate. Meh.
Well now, for LUNCH. we have PIZZA!! I was so happy to eat something so familiar. The food here didn't taste the same even though they are not not tasty.
It kinda confiscate for yesterday breakfast and evening break. They give us this DELICIOUS sandwich which is layered with ham, eggs and also salads. Everyone got full and I only have half of the sandwhich which makes me sad. Me likey my sandwich ><

After that we continue practice and have more silly jokes.
At night, I am up and high again thanks to the sleep I took in the hall. I dont give a fuck, I was too sleepy QAQ
For the debate we have one lose and one win. We got through to the semi final and we will have to see for tomorrow.
Im signing off now, sorry for the short post but I am tired and my humor juice is dead. HALP. Night.

p/s: am I turning to some high class gypsies like a certain person said to me?! *gasp* 

Assalamualaikum.
this post is for 4th September.
Honestly at this point, I am starting to get used to the long walks. Torturous walk and shit.
Today I was sitting at the front of the line, there is this one Chinese girl. I think she's blind or some sight deficiency. Anyways, since our LO is very caring, they talk to the girl, ask her this and that. When we are about to eat, the LO guy helo her with the foods, even offering to feed her. The girl gently decline but the girls NEXT to me who is perfectly healthy was all like "oohh we are sooo jealous, we want to be feed too~~"
or some shit like that. I was baffled with all this.
I mean yes, the guy is being all sweet and nice but you are perfectly healthy, why would you wish for 

sickness like that girl.
She cant see, she cant join us having fun, she is sitting all alone!!
despite how hospitalize the treatment they gave, she still ends up alone. That also makes me realize that I shouldn't complaint too much about all these things.
I should be grateful with what I had.
That night, we have a meet up for debate. I skipped the previous one and I was scared if I'm falling behind but apparently I didn't. I did think to quit this but I give it a try anyways and I got good review which makes my day. People actually
recognize me as someone who can debate all on my own :)
Now for the last part, I know I suppose to post this the day before but the thing is for the past three days, I only slept like 2 hours so it was hell for me. I come back to my room, prepares everything and pass out for the count. You cant blame me D<
Kuro is signing off. tata!

p/s: I never felt so sleepy!

Hellish walk, sit and listen x3

Assalamualaikum.
Third day. They say the third is the charm. Well I say fuck you.
Today started early which is around 4.00am early. Yes. THROW THE BLOODY CONFETTI!
We were given breakfast at 7.00am which I eat gratefully.
AFTER THAT. We went to a 30 minutes journey to the hall (DeTAR).
I am not amused by all these. NOT AT ALL.
We ended up sitting in the hall with boring speeches. Some of them are great and I had fun with them.
...that was how basically my day today. Sitting and listening.
We did a lot of cheering and pissing off the other college. hehehe. that I loike.
Yesterday night before we went back to our respective rooms, I (along with couple of other students) saw a single shooting star.
We were like "DID JOO SEE THAT?!!!"
along with the Liaison Officer. HAH.
I can only say that it was BEAUTIFUL. I remember a couple weeks ago my sisters and I stay outside to watch the shooting stars as the news said and we just ended up playing with each others hair and creeping our Indian neighbor. Sorry uncle.
This is one of the things that I wish I can draw when I had time. Please remind me again about this.
If you think yesterday's post is shitty, today I got no drawing for you guys. It was 12.15am when I reached our room and I am wet. WITH SWEAT. We had those 30 mins walk again and the area here is quite foggy from the weather and the natural cold.
In my mind, random shadows starts popping up. Thank you Persona 4 ==
I can't even think clearly on what I'm writing right now and these bloody emotional Naruto bgm is NOT HELPING! Bitch.
It's 12.37am now and I am off to bed. (not. I need to settle my clothes for tomorrow too. FML.)
Kuro signing off.

p/s: enough reading. I cant even read i mean write i mean.uhhh..type right. Night guys. Have a wonderful day tomorrow and in case you are wondering (which you are not) I NEED TO GET UP AT 4 AGAIN. 

Assalamualaikum.
Second day of life at University. We started with nothing that morning. Just being a lazy ass and worrying about how rain makes out clothes stays wet.
Yesterday which I forgot to mention, I actually have a man to man combat with my cupboard (that would be a man to ..cupboard isn't it?)

I went into my room only to find that my cupboard was busted and the door can't even open or close properly. Stupid thing. So being the I-don't-want-to-go-down student I tried fixing it myself.

and I worked fine after I fixed it. Using via hand, hammer is a mere illusion.
By the evening I take a bath and walks out with my over the top spiky and wet, messy hair. two of my apartment mates? (damn their title keeps changing) also walks out from their room and surprised to see me.

I don't know that they are really startled or they just think I'm a dude at the wrong house. But they smiled as soon as I opened my mouth.
Well, onto today's journal. After a day of doing nothingness, 2 times electricity being cut off, we get down (I had a cup of free Vico, bring back memories of primary school)and we got assembled.
We are then divided into groups and I ended up on Group Nine.
(Nine tailed fox..jk)

I get to know this Miri girl, Marilyn. Damn beautiful (does everyone from Sarawak beautiful?)
We get to do ice breaking session after a rushed dinner. We started with introduction, cliche I know. But the Liason Officer (LO) wants trademark along. Damn it. I got no choice in that short time thus I come out with "Got that memorized?" Which I clearly stolen from Kingdom Hearts game. (go check the game out. AMAAAZING.)
All of my credits to Axel. We then continue onto stupid but fun games and the LO said he wanted to teach us a clap. I was betting some lame-ass clap when he said "PENGUIN clap" Being the one with Penguin nickname I felt jittery which is weird. LOL
We do it anyways and I would have drawn it I swear, if I have time.
We finished everything around 10.40pm something. I stayed back to sign up my name for Malay debate. I don't even know why I do that stupid thing but I did it. Oh well, too late to back down so lets just get it ON. Just gotta give it my best now.
Kuro signing off for today.

P/s: my housemates/apartment mates/roommates..whatever you called it..I got to know three of them. The one in the same room with me is Aina from Kedah. Open minded girl. I have fun. The two others is Manda and Scott from Sarawak. Yes, I was surprised with Scott's name too but she is beauuutiful.

Assalamualaikum.
Today is the 1st of September. Where I will be registering at Unimas as a university student. This post is about to summarize all of the things that have been happening to me.
Yesterday we arrived at Kucing Airport around 12 pm-ish. We got burgers for breakfast and lunch (my parents and me) which isn't really fit with my dad traditional taste. (but he had them anyways. hehe)

After that we went to the hotel where we will be staying for the night. The hotel was fun and got good service too. I was too hyped on the scanning card at the elevator. LOL.
We went to buy the last stuffs for me including pail, soap etc etc and take a stroll down the Waterfront near us..We went to look for the famous Kek Lapis Sarawak to no avail. ALL THE SHOP IS CLOSED! Its 31st August. Public holiday for our nation Independence Day.

With (not so) devastated heart we all went back to the hotel and settles in for the night. We did eat some meal before that.
I shit you not that my taste bud just experience a culture shock (not in a good way.)
The next morning, we woke up early. Which is a very hard task for me because its so early and so cold while the bed is so soft and so warm.

The same goes for shower since the water is so warm and outside is so friggin cold. We took a cab and went straight to Unimas.
There I see tons of faces that I didn't know but so sure belong to the same college.
After went through tons of counters and waiting and going through rain (just gotta experience it all today ==), I finally get my room keys. Hooray!
When I look at it, I swear I thought it was somekind of complex code or something.

Lucky for me the nice Liason Officer (LO) brother is willing to help me decipher this impossible code. And to my newest horror I found out that my room is on the third floor. 

(yeah, you can't even see my floor.)
The first thing I decide in my mind is that I will stay in my room for as much as I can. I don't even care if I'm not gonna eat.

Anyways, on my hellish way up a kind uncle help me with my bag. Thank you so much, Uncle. I think I thanked you before but I am not sure because I am so worn out at that point.
BUT THANK YOU.
So there were 4 mini room in the room? and I got the room with another girl. She looks very nice and sweet too. I like her already. I have not yet see the other room/housemate because we all cooped up in our room. (me included.)
My mom and dad left few words to remember by since I will be so far away from home. I will do my best to remember everything and be good.
I got my study table facing the field and more buildings. It was nice for me (a little too bright. HISSS!) and I am done tidying up everything too.
I feel extremely hardworking and I hope its not because heat of the moment only. I really want to get serious now that I'm in a university.
All activities start tomorrow evening and until then, Kuro signing off for today :D

p/s: I have not yet feel home sick but I hope I won't. I don't want to curls into a ball of emotions. >w<